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Insomnia can suck my cock [Sep. 10th, 2006|06:38 am]
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[Current Location |my bed]
[Current Mood |exhaustedexhausted]
[Current Music |sweet silence]

The subject heading about sums it up. I went to sleep at 11:30 and woke up at 3:00. RAAAAARRRRRR! I don't know why I didn't sleep better; My new position at work involves a lot of running (mainly b/c I have shorter legs). I've started working in booth. Translation: Keri runs the movies. MUWAHAHAHAA!! Piss me off, and your movie will start late.....Okay, not really. However, I really do run the movies. It's much better than dealing with customers, which I will still have to do every now and then. It just gets a little tiring...having to make sure the reels are threaded and having to start other reels at the same time. As I said, lots of running. At least I'm getting faster at it. Anyhoo, I'm gonna eat and sit on my ass in front of the tv before I start reading for Abnormal Psych.
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(no subject) [Sep. 7th, 2006|04:51 pm]
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Why would anyone want to eat a horse? If you want to know go to the following website (sorry, I can't figure out how to turn it into a link):

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(no subject) [Aug. 5th, 2006|12:01 am]
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[Current Location |sofa (which my dog has invaded)]
[Current Mood |draineddrained]
[Current Music |Harry Potter movie]

I hate NASCAR, so it should come as no surprise that I am less than thrilled with the fact that my theatre is showing Talladega Nights. Seriously, it was like Pride for white trash tonight. I think this movie may well be the box office hit of the summer based on what I observed tonight. Will Ferrell fans and NASCAR fans unite, thereby creating total chaos...blargh! In other news, can anyone (I will give you a cookie if you can answer this) tell me why there was a coyote crossing the street near my house? I shit you not. I did a google image search to make sure that it was a coyote...I know that some people keep them as pets but not in the metro area. Furthermore, it didn't have a collar. I don't even think they are indigenous to GA. WTF?
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(no subject) [Jul. 15th, 2006|06:07 pm]
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We hate people. Yup, yup, yup. Why do we feel this way? We were at the mall and decided to peruse the items in the dollar store. Seriously, the items therein were creepy. For example, a cheap pair of women's underwear that very well could have doubled for the american flag were they the appropriate color. We also saw IMITATION vanilla extract and a barbie-esque line of dolls and accessories, Benign Girl being the "brand" name. No doubt this line came from Hong Kong. Hrmmmm....translation issues. I love America. *shudders* FYI, apparently 70% of America is overweight. *jaw drops*
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(no subject) [Jul. 12th, 2006|06:40 pm]
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what's it been? Three months? Whatever. I am still very happy and in love (as if you care =P ). We are actually a disgusting couple (example: we have started sharing the same brain). Gods, people wonder why I never update anymore...I NEVER KNOW WHAT TO SAY. Anyhoo, Pirates of the Caribbean 2 sucked (maybe because I hadn't seen the original since it came out). I'm still working at the movie theatre. As it would follow, I still want to kill about half of the customers. SO MANY IDIOTS!!!! Errr...I have nothing to say. I give up for now. Best wishes to all who actually read this shit. <3
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(no subject) [Apr. 9th, 2006|07:13 pm]
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Hmmmmmmm...pizza....as in what I just ate. Can you tell that I have a lot on my mind lately? ^^ For those of you who read this, D and I are still together <3 I am obnoxiously in love. I'm really beginning to hate people though. I think working at the movie theatre is finally getting to me. I keep having visions of myself strangling someone's over-privileged brat. It makes me smile. As far as movies go, everything sucks....well, almost everything. V For Vendetta, Inside Man, and Ice Age 2 were pretty good. In other news, Danielle and I have seen Goblet of Fire one too many times. Evidence: standing outside her house quoting lines from the movie...and acting them out...oh, can't forget the singing. I think we confused her nosy mother. YAY!!!!!! Someone tell D to stop making fun of my face. She makes fun of my reactions....I must look like Bill Cosby or something cause that is what she looks like when she imitates me.....P-P-P-puuuuuudddddiiiiinggggg!!!! I is random!!!!! Squeeeeeeee! Homan out!!!!

Hi, this is Danielle writing now, because Keri wanted to mention my spam emails about "pulchritudinous incest" and "goluptious virgins" but she was too lazy to go back and put it in the entry. I pretty much had to tie her down to make her update in the first place. (Keri: "Mmmm, tie me down." Hell yes... just as soon as I find the handcuffs...)

Er, I'm done now.
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and so she lives.... [Dec. 1st, 2005|02:07 pm]
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[Current Mood |contentcontent]

*smacks self repeatedly* <---- For those of you who read my journal 'cos I have been really shitty as far as updating goes....
Due to the fact that my health has gone to poo again, I will not be returning to R-MWC this spring. My health, which has improved [well, parts of it] since last spring, has yet to reach a satisfactory level. My asthma has been troublesome all year, but I had a really bad flare-up a few weeks ago. I had to go to the ER...they gave me breathing treatments and put me on steroids, but I've felt kinda crappy since then...crappy enough to withdraw from school...AGAIN. -_- I have so many doctor appointments within the next few weeks. I'll be starting immunotherapy soon (found out that I am allergic to EVERYTHING) and will start seeing a pulmonary doc. He or she is going to run some tests to assess my lung capacity, strength, ability to convert CO2 to O2, and some other stuff that I can't remember. I also have to go to the cardiologist to take a stress test. I won't go any further with the health stuff because it gets too complicated.
Danielle and I just celebrated our nine month anniversary- I didn't realize that time was going by so quickly. I love her so much, and I cannot wait until we can start our life together. We have such a great time together and, despite our differences, complement each other very well....our moods balance out...it's funny.....
I totally forgot what I was going to talk about...oops
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Held at gunpoint.... [Sep. 8th, 2005|04:05 pm]
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[Current Mood |utterly lost in thought]
[Current Music |White Zombie "Black Sunshine"]

My girlfriend is currently standing behind me, peering over my right shoulder, to make sure I update. If I fail to do so I think she might kill me...or worse...deprive me of sex. JK. I kiiiiid, I kiiiid!!!! Okays...I write stuff.....
I spoke to Erin online the other night (or for her, nearly noon the next day). I must say that I was surprised that she messaged me. Needless to say, I was quite happy to hear from her. On a related note, I've found myself missing people lately- Katrina, Erin, Jen, Megan (in Japan!!!!), etc. Maybe it's because I know that I won't see any friendly faces when I go back to R-MWC. However, this is not to say that I regret leaving when I did. Leaving was the best thing for me to do, and, in doing so, I met the love of my life. I don't know why I even started talking about this....
Other stuff: In my last entry, I mentioned that my physics class might kill me. I am happy to say that my initial impression was incorrect. It is the one class I look forward to attending. I am sick of psychology (especially FREUD, about whom our class discussions have been). Okay, my last statement isn't entirely true. I am not sick of psychology as a whole but rather am sick of the mundane classes I find myself taking. Clinical psychology has no appeal to me anymore, and I suppose it never really did. In retrospect, a common theme has dominated my interests- criminals.
I want to study criminals. However, I only want to study select groups- those who have perpetrated violent offenses...especially those who can be categorized as psychopaths. I love forensics...be it forensic psychology (criminology) or criminalistics. There is a nexus between these two fields. If you understand the psychopath, you can understand a crime scene...you can understand the mind of a psychopath.
I don't know why such things peak my interest. Is it because one of my darkest fears is that I may one day fall victim to that which I fear? Have my past experiences as a "victim" left me scarred- left me with the fear that I am trapped and helpless? Furthermore, is it the fear that I will be unable to help myself in a dangerous situation or the fear that I will be unable to help someone close to me (God forbid)? Or, from a totally different standpoint, is it that I want to understand the world at depths that most people cannot fathom? It could be a combination of both. However, I think the latter fits the best. Why I think this: I have always been "that girl"- the one who shies away from the rest of society to watch its ills from a distance. I have always been the one watching, observing things that others cannot see. Some people have called me a freak, and I'm sure others would agree. However, others have told me that it's a gift. Some of those who call it a gift have criticized me for keeping my thoughts to myself. Maybe they have a point. Maybe people want to see what I see. It just seems like they don't want to see it. Maybe ignorance really is bliss for most people, and maybe ignorance is merely another word for optimism--> It has been said that optimism is just a defense mechanism for those who cannot accept the negative...those who have to IGNORE its existence. On the other hand, others have said that pessimism is a defense against disappointment. I'm not sure whether or not either of the above statements are accurate. I don't think that much can be gleaned from from such elementary comparisons, but I do see validity in both theories.
I think that most people convince themselves that everything is okay (because they can't or do not want to acknowledge the negative)...that people don't hurt one another out of greed, anger, fear, hatred (fear and hatred sorta go together), etc...that there aren't people preying on the young and the weak...that we don't live in a power hungry country led by men who start wars under the guise of liberating oppressed peoples when imperialistic greed is the real motivation...that none of this really exists... PLEASE note that this is not to say that I only see bad things. I AM able to find ALOT OF GOOD in the world. The world's response to the earthquake and subsequent tsunami that devastated people in and near Indonesia illustrate the good within the human race as a whole. This can also be seen in the wake of the recent hurricane as countries such as England, France, Germany, Australia, Japan, and a country (I can't remember its name), with whom the United States was recently in conflict, have donated several millions of dollars and supplies to help with the relief effort. I also see good all around me....
Okay, I just realized that this is another one of my infamous tangents...I start thinking about one thing but end up talking about everything.... IN ESSENCE, I AM BORED. I want to do something interesting, something that might actually make a difference. Sure, I could spend the next ???? years of my life trying to help people solve their problems. I would want to help children and teenagers, but it would be pointless and unfulfilling as most of my clients would be seeing me because their parents forced them to. I know from personal experience that you cannot help those who do not want to be helped. It is only those who want help that might find something relevant in therapy. In understanding psychopaths, we would be able, in my opinion, to improve the world. If we understand what makes a psychopath a psychopath it might be possible to change the futures of coming generations of would be psychopaths- intervene before it's too late.
OMFGWTF 70 73h m4XX0rz!!!! *_* My brain is mush... I'll try to make this more concrete....I hope this doesn't cause anyone to have an aneurysm....
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(no subject) [Aug. 22nd, 2005|02:55 pm]
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[Current Mood |cheerfulyay for wireless internet]
[Current Music |people walking to classes]

Yes....I update!!!! ^^;;

SCHOOL: I have started classes at KSU. My "for shits and giggles" class, otherwise known as physics, might kill me. We started doing a math review...I know that I knew how to solve such equations and problems about half a decade ago, but I couldn't do any of them. The verdict: Keri gets to read her old math textbooks and solve problems. JOY. Actually, I am looking forward to it. Yes, I am a geek. I like to read textbooks for fun and, despite my mathematical ineptitude, love math. Why? I haven't the foggiest idea.

LOVE: For those of you who do not know, I am in love. Her name is Danielle. Her beauty (inner and outer) surpasses that of anyone I have ever known. That might sound cruel to some of you, but I do not mean for it to sound nasty...the point of demarcation- I love you guys, but I am IN love with her. I hope that clarifies things. She is very intelligent and has helped me see things differently (stress, etc). I could go on and on about her, but I don't want to be obnoxious.

JOB: I no longer work for TASQ Technologies. I decided to keep the job at the movie theater because they can work with my schedule. TASQ would need me there five days a week from 4 to anywhere from 8 to 9 something at night. The theater job is cool- free movies!!!!

HEALTH: It has improved since leaving R-MWC. However, I found a lump in my left breast. I can only pray that it turns out to be nothing. I have my ultrasound on the 2nd.

There is so much that I can say, but I can't remember everything right now....I will update weekly (maybe more)...if I remember what I wanted to mention I shall include it in future entries.
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(no subject) [Jun. 9th, 2005|09:52 pm]
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This is my monthly update (I will try to update on a weekly basis, but I don't see that happening...). I have been extremely busy working two jobs. I work at TASQ Technologies and at the movie theater (again). What can I say? Money and free movies make me giddy. Fucking hell, I am exhausted. I was going to do Budokon tonight, but that will have to wait until morning. I'm going to get up around 7 or 8 because I need exercise....I'm crazy...waking up early to exercise...OH, and as usual, DEAR. I sorta forgot what I was going to write ( which is why I need to update more often ), so I am going to bed....too bad Danielle isn't here. Gods, I can't wait to have my own place....Goodnight, all! *falls over*
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